I hurt inside, its breaking my heart
I've tried everything possible to take it away.
I've made a big decision today.
I know it's wrong, It will hurt many others,
I can't forget & bury my head under the covers.
The day goes on but mines shall end,
I can't go on I can't pretend.
I only keep going for the sake of hurting others!
I feel selfish because I've made this choice
I sincerely hope others understand,
I have to go as have now lost my voice.
I tried to stay longer whilst holding their hand.
They made me feel wanted walking on dead