Watching tv, triggers take over... it makes me queezy.
Can't switch my mind off, it hurts my head,
My heart bleeds, as part of me is dead.
I wish I had something to cut out the pain,
Something to help me to live again.
Why can't people hear me ...I told the truth! Can't you see.
I want out of here, cant take the pain, i want to break free.
theres no running from your inner self & the hurt,
Show me the way, I don't mean to be curt.
Don't I matter? I need to know.
I can hear my dad now "I told you so".